when i meltdown

tears and screams and thrashing arms and stomping feet rebel from below against the wave of fear 

pain, exhaustion, hopelessness, overwhelm fly with dark-tragic fury.

when I meltdown

laughter and sweet whispers and cherishing embraces and grounded peace hovering above welcome the release  

wellbeing, enthusiasm, tenderness, compassion flow with light-radiant love

merging.

meltdown

detox divinely welcomed and cherished.

i too present to recount

to I presence uncountable.